Rao and a bhajan

We were in Parthi in this dream. The crowd was big. Swami was randomly selecting singers to lead the bhajans and they were singing. I very much wanted Rao to be selected. The men and women were not sitting separately (which never happens in a sai activity). I physically start pushing Rao from behind to be visible to Baba. Finally Rao yields and gets up. Immediately, Swami waves His hand and says either "No, you should not sing" or "No, not you". We felt humiliated in the dream. Strange, I still don't understand why.